Jose handed two-match ban

I am so glad this whole mess about referee Anders Frisk is over. Mourinho was handed two-match touchline ban by UEFA and fined £9,000, Chelsea fined £33,300. Miles and Clarke are reprimanded. Thank god that is all that happened. Considering that Chelsea could have been kicked out the Champions League. At this point, i just wanted Chelsea to play the next round against Bayern Munich. Pay the fine, and say your sorry. Our bad Mr. Frisk!!!! On a side note, It was despicable what some chuckleheaded fans threaten Frisk and his family life. It only a game. It is not life and death here. I hope the club does go after this idiots and give them lifetime bans from the club.

Being a Friend

Due to my circumstances, I can't act upon my feelings. I can at least be her friend. I really hope that she can find herself. She has a lot going for her.

Bus Ride to Cleveland

I went with some people from work to see a Cavs game Tuesday night. Overall a pretty fun night. I might have buddy who i can hang with outside of normal group that i hang with. I also got a Lebron James bobble. I missed out an seeing Jordan play in person. I can say I say Lebron before he started winning his titles. Cavs beat the Clippers. I would hate playing for the Clippers, knowing your owner will never spend the money to get better players and make you competitive team. How can play for mediocre team every night.

Being Played

Now being single again. You have a lot of time to analysis what you did wrong or right in a relationship. I really hate the fact that someone takes your emotions and twist them to fit their agenda. I can say that I take some of the blame. There are glaring warning signs. You can almost see it coming, staring right in front of you like your mother getting ready to scold you for being late again. This last incident has wondering how can a person casually dismiss what they did. Does this person have a conscience or is this person really f**ked in the head to not understand what they just did. I am no psychiatrist but I would say that is something is amiss there.

Chelsea in big trouble.

My team could be booted out of the Champions League. I just hope that Chelsea did not lie about they saw on their first leg lost to Barcelona. They worked to hard this season, to be this stupid.

Clearing the Air

I little bit drained today. I had a fight with a friend, not a physical but verbal. I am proud that way, i handled myself. I come a long from the person i was three years ago. I feel it comes with maturity. Still feel a little awkward around my friend. I think we have better understanding.

I also clear the air with someone who i thought did think to well of my actions one night. I don't know what shocked me more. The fact that night did not bother her as much, as I was led to believe or her comments about the source where I based my info from. At this point, I made my peace with the whole thing, it is done for me.

One more basket.

I really thought Memphis was going to run the tables and win the tournament. They came so damn close to doing it. I really feel so bad for Darius Washington. He played his behind off. It did seem right for that to happened to him.

My response to my ex

Please stop e-mailing me. I am not going to respond back. I would have thought you got the message after seven months of no response back. You had two years in our relationship to talk to me and you just wasted my time. Just leave me alone. You broke my heart. I don't consider you a friend because we never friends when were couple. I am moving on with my life and you should do the same. Stop acting you give a crap about me, when you really don't. To quote BB King "All I can do is wish you well". I am going to stop now before, I say something, I might later regret.

Chelsea wins again!!!

I can't believe they beat Barcelona. I had to leave my office area to catch part of the game. I was at least was able to see the winning goal. The same thing happen last year to Chelsea vs. Monaco in the Champs League, Chelsea gets ahead and then falls behind. But this time Chelsea was able to come back. But this game is not without controversy. Like the first leg, this game has some questionable actions by both teams, I would love to see what they say. Unbelievable!!!!!

Going to Church

I decide to start going to Church. I never really enjoyed going to Church. Maybe from all those years as a child being dragged to church. You will never see me in church, screaming and hollering professing their love for God. I do believe in god, but I think for me it's my personal time with god and nobody else needs to know what we discuss. Right now, I am calling it irony. The first sermon, I hear is about need vs. want and how god relates to that. This was the first time, I heard a reverend that talked to his congregation with pratical issues. Nothing above their head. All the issues that i have been dealing with over the last three years were summed up in one sermon. That was too weird of a moment for me. Still trying to figure it all out.

Old Habits Died Hard

I have been really trying to keep my guard up when dealing with the opposite sex and not have a lapse in common sense. But this weekend, I dropped my guard and my emotions got the better of me. I don't regret what happened, it was really stupid move on my part. I should have know better. How could i be so stupid.

A New City

I had to rush to my new position in Pitsburgh. Only to find out that I was not expected until the next week. I wish, I had spoken up sooner. Oh well, life goes on. Pittsburgh is not bad city at first glance. Still learing my way around. Back in the cold again.

I have finally been able to log on to a computer at work. I felt like a drug addict going with withdrawls because, i can't use a computer. I forgot the wire that goes to my monitor, when i was packing my stuff up. So my personal computer is down until, I get that wire. These are the moments, I wish i had a labtop.