My trip down to Maryland.

I went down to Maryland to see the DC United vs. Chelsea game. It was well worth driving five hours down to see my favorite club. They won 2-1. They played like crap the first half but came back hard the second. Learned some the club songs. The celery song had me laughing. I just forgot about all the crap that has been going on in my life and enjoy a soccer game. Defintely need to go to England now.

The Second London Bombing

I was watching the news at lunch. Tony Blair was quoted that the second bombers were nothing more than criminals. I always thought criminals steal not blow stuff up. Just my opinion. I would have never expected a second bombing after the first one. We are definitely living in interesting times.

Days Like This.....

I really don't have much to say. Just one of those days, where you are just going through the motions. Maybe tomorrow will be a little more exciting.

A-Rod rules

I watched a few innings of the Yankees vs. Red Sox game last night. A-Rod crushed a pitch that went over the Green Monster and probably onto the Mass Pike. Good Grief. A real thing of beauty.

Screw Lyon

I just read that Olympique Lyon president Jean-Michel Aulas says Chelsea will have to pay €45 million (£31m) if the English champions want their Ghana midfielder Michael Essien. At one point they said Essien is not for sale but apparently they found a price where they can part company with him. I hoping they say "screw you", we find someone else. But knowing Chelsea they are going to fork over the money. I just hope this guy is worth what we offer to Steven Gerrard.

One Year Later

Man, I can believe a year has passed since the ex left my company. I finally come to terms that i will never know the real reason why she left. I have accepted my responsibility and shoulder the blame. I have made my peace with the reasons, she gave me for leaving. Definitely the thrill is gone. Last week my brother asked about me about my ex. Which is very strange, he never asks me about my ex or any of my previous girlfriends. My brother mentioned that she might be in love with me still and that's why she is still e-mailing me. He also advised me to continue staying away from her. Which is pretty easy considering she is four or five states away from me.

Defintely Karma

It just donned on me yesterday the people who have triped me up over the past year and run into some problems of their own. I guess it's true what they about karma, it really does comes around.

Facing the Music

I found out that a ex-friend is interviewing for a position with a friend of mine. He is great at what he does. But personally, i really don't like the guy. I am really mad at myself for being so open with a such a-hole who was claiming to be my friend. A-hole knows somethings that my friend does not know. Which is sad, because he is one of my closest friends. I confided in him in the hopes of strengthen our friendship. I did not realize until later that it was just another thing he used against me. I just don't want this guy to drive a wedge in my friendship with a good friend. The fact that my ex knows my friend and now A-Hole is now in the picture. There is going to be a point where the subject of me comes up. I really feel like i am going to be painted in a bad light to cover up for their misdealing with me. I need to be responsible for putting my business in the street with people who are not trusting.

I just might be thinking too much about this whole thing. I will just have to cross that bridge, when if ever it does happen.

Mind of a Funny Commedian

I caught an episode of Mind of Mencia on Comedy Central. It was a mix Dennis Miller and Chappelle's Show. Funny as hell!!!!!!!

Last year Fourth of July

I can't believe a year has passed since i made a life altering decision. I remember trying so hard to do the "right thing" by so many people. I realize now that there was no right decision. I was screwed either way. The ramifications of my decision and my actions afterwards are still being felt by me today. I don't regret a damn thing that did then and afterwards.

Fourth of July

I saw something kinda of funny and disturbing at the same time. I went to the Dollar Store and witness four guys selling porn to each other in the store. They were franticly moving around the store conducting business. Really weird. I wonder why they decide to use a public store to do this. These guys are definitely exercises their freedom on the Fourth of July.

Hitting a Softball

I had disasterous at-bat during our first softball game last week. I went to a batting cage yesterday, with a few friends. I did not realize how much my eye-hand coordination has gone down. The first time in the cage, I missed more than half of the pitches. By the third time, I was re-finding my coordination and timing. I might need to go back out again before our next game.

Zola Retires

Yesterday, Gianfanco Zola decided to retire before his 39th birthday. Chelsea really needed him the last two seasons. He was one of those rare players that when he touched the ball, something magically always happened. I wish could have seen him playing in person. He will be sorely missed by all.

Horoscope says

Even now and then my horoscope is on the mark. This is one those times.

Stop punishing yourself for imaginary sins and leave the past where it belongs: behind you. Learn to absorb the lessons you must from any mistakes you've made, but don't heap on the guilt for something that you did out of ignorance or naivete. If you never made any mistakes, you'd never learn. If you never learned, you'd never grow -- and that's absolutely no way to live.

Postive Feedback

My little roadtrip to central PA, was not successful. I did get some positive feedback. It's a start. I am not as "screwed" as I first believed. All I can do now, keep my eyes on the prize and press on.

DC here we come

I might be headed to D.C. to catch DC United vs. Chelsea. This is going to be so cool. My first Chelsea match!!!!!! I can't wait.

Michael Jackson Acquitted

Maybe it's just me, but you didn't need Negrodamus to see this verdict. Mike has clearly has lost his grip on reality. I am still shocked that the parents have not been brought up on charges for put their children with a man who has some serious mental issues. If Mike was convicted, then they should go after the priests that have molested all those children. It easier to convict Michael Jackson, but go after a child molesting priests. Hey we can't do that!!!!!! That's too much like doing right.

Cutting edge of Technology

"you love being on the cutting edge of technology" That's what my friend "T" told me when I told him about my blog page. I can't recall were we had this spirited of a conversation. It was fun, talking to "T", he has always been one of biggest rooters. I am just enjoying life right now. Not serious care in world for the moment. As to quote Nina "I am feeling good" A change in location might be in the works. I will find out in two weeks. I went on job interview last weekend and found the perfect setup for me. I could not ask for a better situation to land into. That being said, I still need to get hired.

My Horscope

I try not to put much stock in horoscopes. But this one caught my eye. It definetly sums up my current situation.

It is your life, so make sure you are doing what is best for you, dear Aquarius. Keep in mind that this may mean that you have to say no to other people, as well as to certain commitments that you have already made. It is better to stay true to yourself then continue on a path that doesn't resonate with you but that may be pleasing to others. Your first obligation is to yourself.

Letting Go

I have been told by friends and family to let some failures finally go. Past is the past. I can't go back and change what has happened. I also realize the I can't let it dictate how i live my life. The breakup and my last job have been on my mind, maybe too much. I look at myself now and person who I was. I feel that I have made a change for the better. I look and feel better. It's letting go is my next hurdle.